As much as I love my family, new church, and school, it is just hard leaving a place that was easy. It was easy being with Jacqueline and Lindsay. They encourage my new journey, they tell me I'm beautiful, and they talk to me about Jesus. I mean... who would want to leave that?!
It is hard to look on the bright side this time. It's hard to think that I still have to get through March and April before it starts to feel like summer. I have to go back to work on Monday and catch up on all the things I couldn't do last week. I am going from so easy to pretty dang hard and busy.
So here is what I have to do- I have to decide that there are things that I am looking forward to now that I am coming home. I get to have coffee in the morning and spend some time with Jesus before I go to a church that I love. I am going to hang out with my parents, who I feel like I haven't seen in months. And I can get back in to a routine.
Here are some things that I am challenging myself with as I come home.
I am going to try so hard to do Whole 30. Which will force me to learn how to cook. And I start training for my half marathon the end of this month.
So yes, I am coming home to a lot of tasks and chores, but like I wrote in "mentality"... This could suck if I want it to. Or it could be awesome.
I think it's going to be awesome.
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