This is going to be a good one, I can feel it in my bones. This year my sister is getting married and I have the honor of being her MOH. And I couldn't be more excited! I will say this though, one of the most challenging parts of being in this wedding, like any other wedding, is finding the perfect bridesmaid dresses. Now, I know this is a challenge for every wedding party, but it has been especially challenging to me. I have an interesting body type. And I always have. I am short and stocky (to say the least...the very least). And for so many years of my life, like many other women, I have struggled with body image and self worth. I have tried dieting and exercise, but would quit when I wasn't getting results (or if someone bought a pizza...).
I digress, the challenge of finding the perfect dress to hide my "curves" has left me feeling a way I have never felt before. I hate shopping, I get defeated and it fuels my self-hatred. But these last few shopping trips have left me more motivated than ever. This year, I will lose 40 pounds, and I will look fabulous!
So here is my goal: I am going to lose forty pounds and by this summer I will buy my first bikini. I will wear a dress in my sisters wedding, and feel confident in my own skin.
Here is my game plan: I have joined weight watchers and my family has decided to do a "Biggest Loser" competition. I also will be working out 5 days a week.
Here is why I am writing this blog: I will be held accountable. And I would love for your feedback. And honestly, your encouragement. I would love to get tips on what works for you! But also, I want to show people that obesity and self worth are a real challenge for people. And I am willing to post my weaknesses. Because us "husky" folks need a little lovin too!
I hope you would join the fight with me as I go from fat to fit.
Peace, love, and joy to you all!
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